Thursday, August 30, 2007
I absolutely hate being lied to. A colleague of mine had recently quit his job to further his studies in Malaysia. I felt glad for him as I think that it was in his best interests to get his degree when he is still young. Though I would have to take over his job (kinda messy when he left), I didn't really mind as what's important for him is to get that degree.
Met him online earlier this week after a long hiatus. Though I felt that he was trying to avoid us, I take it as that he is afraid of us bothering about his work when he is no longer obliged to do so. Heard from him that he is currently working part time in KL and waiting to enroll to full time studies in Jan next year. Felt really glad for him at that point of time till I learn the truth from another colleague of mine the next day.
He was in actual fact still in Singapore and working for an indirect competitor of us. To be honest, I was wondering why would he lied to me in the first place. It is only when I think more about it that I felt angry over the whole episode.
For he is not the first of my so called friends who had lied to me. I am quite sure he won't be the last one too. I kept thinking about it. Is it because I look gullible or had my friends taken me for granted?
That I am a Mr Nice Guy and I would forgive whatever lies that they had told me. That I would forget about everything in a huff and our relationship will be back to cordial as if nothing had happened.
I wish I could do that but no. I am not good with hiding my emotions. I do feel hurt and betrayed when people lied to me. I can't act as if nothing had happened. Like what I had said many times. Trust is hard to gain but easy to lose. So it is either that I treat you as a friend or nothing at all.
把从前想了一遍
谢谢了伤我的人
想做乐观的人
每种雨声听了都不冷
You can take a picture of something you see. In the future where will I be?
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