Life is a game of waiting.. Waiting for the right ride to take us off to the sunset

Friday, April 27, 2007

上
上一次的快乐是多久了
你
你走了我的计算变差了
微笑在我脸上
又被僵住了
那是第几次又说起你了

开
一个人开车是最寂寞的
但是别
别扭开收音机来听听歌
因为有些歌曲是很伤人的
太容易就会
想起你了

如果那天病了
约会换了
我们就不遇上了
或许就能够微笑幸福靠着
比你更好的另一个

有时爱像开车危险又快乐
遇上红灯就停了
勉强是不对的我们都知道的
差别的是
谁会先下车

伤
再伤的伤口都会痊愈的
难
再难的难过也能走过的

一个人的下午
也是美好的
只是聊天的人又少了一个

You can take a picture of something you see. In the future where will I be?
3:54 PM

Thursday, April 26, 2007

I wake up, it's a bad dream
No one on my side
I was fighting
But I just feel too tired to be fighting


Guess I'm not the fighting kind
Wouldn't mind it
If you were by my side
But you're long gone

You can take a picture of something you see. In the future where will I be?
1:17 AM

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Collection Exercise

http://cache.libsyn.com/mb/tmbs-070412-the_collection_exercise.mp3

Ba Chor Mee.

http://media33b.libsyn.com/podcasts/fe699f0e82df1875340c269d401580c2/462b5208/mb/tmbs-070419-top_dollar.mp3

You can take a picture of something you see. In the future where will I be?
8:20 PM

Monday, April 16, 2007

梦想还是面包？？ This had been my MSN nick for the past few weeks. Reason being was that I was caught in a dilemma. Should I go for the course which I had always been dreaming of or a course which I kinda like and I know that will guarantee me a good career in the future. Mass Communication or Economics and Finance??

Got to thank all my friends who had given me advice. Most of the advice from gals were to go for my dreams. Guys being guys, advised me to go for the dough. Like what they said. 没有面包，那来的梦想？？

I finally made my choice today. Submitted my application course for Bachelor in Mass Communication. Being an idealist like me, I don't think I can bear growing old without ever studying something that I really like. Though I doubt I will be a journalist ever, I would still like to know that I had at least given it a shot.

Keeping my fingers crossed on getting the advanced standing from RMIT though. If not, I got to study for a period of 30 months. Not to mention the tremendous amount of study loan I got to get. If that happened, I might really have to think about switching to Economics and Finance. A shorter duration of 24 months. Not to mention a much lower fee.

You can take a picture of something you see. In the future where will I be?
11:19 PM

Just bought this album on last Sun. Nice album. Do get it. Loved most the songs in this album.

自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我放手
我让座
假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得

太爱了
所以我
没有哭
没有说

You can take a picture of something you see. In the future where will I be?
1:41 AM

Saturday, April 14, 2007

You can take a picture of something you see. In the future where will I be?
12:53 AM

Monday, April 09, 2007

Questions are all over my head.

Answers are what I am seeking.

Problem is how do I get to seek them out.

You can take a picture of something you see. In the future where will I be?
1:46 AM

Saturday, April 07, 2007

After minutes of walking and walking, finally we reached Cafe Del Mar. Only to opt to seat outside it due to the minimum spending of $100 rule.

Waited and waited before they arrive.... Late as usual. Mr Consultant

Doing a little warming up....

before being shacked out... Old liao... But at least I was better than an old lady.. She was just lying, seating and asking people to take photos of her..

She is none other than...

This "Aunty" above.. Haha. Can see Mr Consultant's disgruntled look behind?? :P

We all ended up being captivated by the beauty of this "Aunty". So we all took photos with her...

While we were being "forced" to take the pictures, one of my good friend, Hee was swimming.. And boy was he shacked out after that...

Finally, after all the "heavy"(not more than 30 minutes of swimming, playing around with our soccer ball and Frisbee) sport activities that we had done for the day, the kind old "Aunty" offered to buy us ice cream from Ben & Jerry.. Yay!! But being as kind hearted as me, of course I accompanied her..

And there they were... Enjoying the ice-cream.. Dun said that I never treated u people before hor... Haha.. ;)

Had a fun time over there. Too bad I forgot to take pictures of the great dinner we had at Tiong Bahru. The belachan was simply out of the world. Shall end this entry with a nice picture...

A "good" looking hunk and a "great" looking babe..

That's all Folks....

You can take a picture of something you see. In the future where will I be?
9:53 PM

Here I am again. Happy Good Friday to all my Christian friends out there. I had fun at Sentosa today with Guowei, Stanley, Padi, Ah Hee and Ah Ho. Been a long time since I went there. Was planning to go Cafe Del Mar but opt for the beach in front of it in the end. This way we can still enjoy the nice music without having to spend a minimum of $100. Will post the pictures when I download them. Wow. Me taking pictures. Ha

I was involved in my 2nd funeral for the year. To be honest, I am beginning to dread it. Though I wasn't that close to my uncle, I still felt grief for him. He was looking forward to his retirement as two of his three children were already married and providing for him. Just when he was about to put his two legs up and rest on the couch, cancer struck him. Though the end was imminent, one just couldn't help if there was anything more that we could had done for him. Anyway, it's over now and like what I always said, Life goes on. This is the brutal truth of life.

I had been thinking more and more about the limited time we had on earth. Come to think of it, I had already spent a quarter of my life now. That is if I was to die at an estimated age of 70.

你现在快乐吗？ This is something that I had been asking myself. It seems that as time began to leave it traces on me, I am feeling more and more unhappy. Life seems to run in stages. When I was a child, 365 days of my year will be full of happiness. Looking forward to school, having my ice cream after school, playing with my mates etc. When I reach my teens, at least 300 days were happy still. Though I was knowing more and more about the rules of life, at least I was still having fun in school.

Adulthood seems to bring more gloom and sadness in my life. People I loved began to leave me. Like my beloved grandpa. Someone who I had spent 20 years of my life with. I began to know that time stop for no one. People will walk in and out of your life. The worst thing is that you can't choose the timing. They won't stay just because you ain't ready for their departure. I learnt to dealt with death, relationship failure, monetary problems and work related problems. Life seems to be getting darker and darker.

If I were to gauge my level of happiness now, I doubt I will pass it. Not sure if I am being too downcast now or something else. I looked back at this quarter and found out that the days I were truly happy seems to be none. I lost a friend who was like a brother to me, lost my uncle and faced some unhappy issues.

All I wanted all along was to relive my childhood dream. Having a job that I loved(not saying that I dun love my job now but my dream job had always to be a writer or journalist), have my own family(due to my unhappy childhood as a single child) and living a simple but fulfilling life. All these seems to be so far away from me now. With every hope that I have for the future, there would be a fear that I would not be able to make it. Hopes and fears. That's how I am feeling now.

Maybe something were just never meant to be.
Like the rules of life,
Two parallel lines would never be joined together

You can take a picture of something you see. In the future where will I be?
1:25 AM