Thursday, September 21, 2006
I am supposed to be packing for my well deserved rest in Thailand now. But I am quite sure most of you guys know what had happened over there by now. A coup had happened and no sane mind would want their ass over there at this moment. Though you will be surprised by some of the comments I had heard today. I think I would not said too much on it. No use getting agrieve over the actions of the ignorant. To friends who smsed or called me to check up on me, thanks. Really appreciated all your concerns. I am definitely not going there at this moment.
Though on the hindsight, I am glad that all these had happened before my holidays. It would be a nightmare if the coup had happened just as I had reached there. Seems like something is really fated. Maybe someone up there want me to put on hold the break I crave for so much and continue with my work in hand. Well, not much complaints here. Just wondering what is the probability of a coup happening just as you are supposed to leave for a holiday.
The trip will be postponed till a later date to an unknown destination. Waiting for my friends decision on the date and destination. To be honest, I am hoping that I can visit Thailand when the coup had died down though I am not sure when it will be. I was looking forward to the cheap shopping, booze and food over there. Not to mention the Thai Massage which my aching body is crying out for. Well, hope that no lives will be lost over there. I always had a good impression of Thailand. Thais are real friendly and I am speaking from my experience during my previous trip over there.
Well got to hit the sack now. It will be a long day again tomorrow. ;)
Coup: a sudden and decisive change of government illegally or by force
You can take a picture of something you see. In the future where will I be?
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Friday, September 15, 2006
Well, I am supposed to be alsleep till 2 for the Spurs match. But since I am up and chatting with you, I hope that this post can help you out.
I am not too sure of the proceedings but one thing I learn in life is to treasure your loved ones. In chinese, it is 珍惜眼前人。 See, regrets are something that bring nothing but heartaches in your life. Regret of doing the wrong things and worse, missing out on that special someone.
Do you really think that he is that good? Or is it just a tinge of regret that things never work out between you and he? If you are sure that what you want is your bf, then don't bother looking back at the past. No point moving foward when you are going to take 3 steps back at the next point. Sometime, a thing we called fate will simply not finish the job it had first started.
Getting to know that special someone, spending great times with him or her, having plenty of beautiful memories together, memories so beautiful that it seems to be just yesterday that you were together and learning so much from each other.
To you, everything bad about him or her seems like something good. Something you want to change for the better. The very reason why you are breathing is to enrich his or her life. Well, how are you going to do that when everything about him or her is nothing but just memories.
The only thing you can hold on to is that someone beside you now. That someone who had been giving you encouragement when you are down or simply being there when you need a listening ear. I agreed with you that he will always have a soft spot in your heart. I also fully agreed on what you say about me. Yes, she does hold a soft spot in my mind.
No matter how hard we tried to erase it, we all know that something are just hard to be removed. It is just like a scar being imprinted on you. But like what I said, I will try my best and move on. For nothing I do will ever make the scar disappear. For medical technology is not that advanced yet to simply have your heart healed just like that. Though I am hoping that there is one. Simply to heal you, her and me. And anyone who had been hurt by this beautiful thing we called love.
Lngering in the past can bring nothing but hurt. I had seen it personally and been through it also. Trust me. It is a feeling you simply hate. Just make sure that this is just a passing phrase. Don't stay for too long in this phrase too. For today is a present and the future is something that you must work hard for. I hope you move on in life. Like what I hope for her.
It's such a waste to always look behind you
Should be lookin' straight ahead
Yeah, I'm gonna have to move on
Before we meet again
Yeah, it's hard
If you had've only seen
别再说是谁的错
让一切成灰
除非放下心中的负累
一切难以挽回
你总爱让往事跟随
怕过去白费
你总以为要体会人生
就要多爱几回
与其让你在我怀中枯萎
宁愿你犯错后悔
让你飞向梦中的世界
留我独自伤悲
与其让你在我爱中憔悴
宁愿你受伤流泪
莫非要你尝尽了苦悲
才懂真情可贵
You can take a picture of something you see. In the future where will I be?
1:30 AM
1:30 AM
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Well, a recap of what's happening around me before I go for a well deserved shower. Finally got a chance to go to JB on last Saturday. Yipee!! Got to say a BIG thank you to Ah Ho and Guowei. Though it was the 2nd time in a week that I had waited for over 1 hour (thanks to Guowei, the trip was fun. Had my favourite Taiwan porridge (Next to Holiday Plaza. Damn nice. The Lor Ba is a MUST TRY!!) for lunch before proceeding to shop at Holiday Plaza. Bought quite a no of DVDs (Taiwan Drama Serials) which was quite stupid as I am not sure how am I going to find the time to finish it. Also bought the latest Naruto Dvds for Vincent. Might be a good treat for Xiao Mei if the dvds were passed to her. As I am typing this, none of the dvds had ever made its way out of its jacket. :(
Went for a haircut, I think it is quite nice though comments had vary from ugly to plain ugly. Heck. I just want it short. Went to Justco (Newly opened shopping mall in JB) which was damn huge. Look a bit like KLCC. Shopped for a while (To be honest, it was Guowei doing the shopping) before heading for dinner. Had my fav Black Pepper Crabs (not that nice though) before proceeding home for a game of mahjong (I know.. Mahjong again)
Sun was spent sleeping before proceeding to meet up with Guowei and a young lady (Sorry, I am bad at remembering names). Enjoyed the beer at Paulander and of course the company. Basically, this was how I spent my weekend. Nothing exciting but at least I didn't rot like I did the week before.
Will be busy with work as usual for the coming week but I am looking forward to a well-deserved break in Bangkok with my friends. I will be leaving on the 21st and boy am I looking forward to the booze and fun over there. Been a long long long time since I had a decent drink. Will make sure I get my worth in Bangkok. ;)
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...
You can take a picture of something you see. In the future where will I be?
11:19 PM
11:19 PM
Friday, September 08, 2006
You can take a picture of something you see. In the future where will I be?
12:10 AM
12:10 AM
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Just got back from watching the match between S'pore and China. To be honest, it wasn't an exciting match. But I was still glad to be there. I think the players did themselves and the nation proud. Got to say a big thank you to Guowei for accompanying me to the match. Been a long time since I watched a live match and what more, visit the National Stadium.
6th of September used to be a very important day to me a few years ago. It was the birthday of someone who used to hold a very important place in my heart. Though we are not together now, I am glad that our paths crossed before. To be honest, i had been a bastard at times but yet you still manage to find the strength and courage to hang on to me back then. I am really glad that you are doing well in life now. For this is all I ever wanted.
This showed that our decision was correct. If the thing can't work out, no use trying to make it work. We did give it our best shot back then. I am glad to say that. This might not be the case for every failed relationship though.
The sad thing in life is not everything that you work hard and strive for, will turn out the way you hope it to be. Kinda ironic when I can spell it out in words but just can't quite manage to do it well in life. Nonetheless, I am glad that we are still on talking terms. Happy 26th birthday!! Oops. I just gave your age away. :P
Below is one of your fav song. Don't think you will see it but heck. Enjoy.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gWXpUWW4i-s
You can take a picture of something you see. In the future where will I be?
11:41 PM
11:41 PM
Monday, September 04, 2006
Busy busy busy. That's how I can describle my life recently. Last week was spent preparing for an important seminar on Wed. The seminar was a great success in my eyes. My friend, Turtle Hui (HAHA) presented well and I think we left a good impression on those who were present. After that was a KTV session (My fav activity and yet hardly does it nowadays due to work) follow by more ktv and drinking at a ktv pub. Wow. Like back to those old days in ISG. Haha. We finished at around 1 plus and it was good fun. Though in terms of drinking ability, my new colleagues might lose out to those in ISG, they are fun to be with nonethless.
My weekend was spent on mahjong and more mahjong. Though it was fun, it had become kinda monotonous. My friends (I didn't played as the table was bloody full. I could have open one more table) played from 2 plus in noon till 10 plus at night. Sun was also spent playing mahjong from 7 pm till 12 midnight. The best part is that I am blogging this just after a mahjong session. Yes. Mahjong again. I really need to bring in some new activities in my life. Mahjong is a nice game for friends to gather over with but 3 days of consecutive mahjong is like a bit too much. I am hoping to try cable ski or do some sports. Can't possibly wait till I am over 30 before trying all these sports right. So friends who are reading this, you know what to do. My house is not a gambling den. :P
Anyway, was quite surprised to know that quite a few people knew Shawn. It speak volumes for this guy as all had glowing impression of him. Though I wish that it wasn't through his demise that I knew that friends of mine were also friends of his. I just hope that there won't be anymore wastage of lives due to road accident.
Technology is here to help people with their lives. Not to end it.
You can take a picture of something you see. In the future where will I be?
11:38 PM
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