Monday, January 22, 2007
Close friends of mine should have known by now that I had lost someone very dear to me recently. Though I had known him for less than a year, it seems like we had been friends for a lifetime.
I might be older than you by 4 years but I had always listen to your advice. Being away from home at such a young age seems to make you more mature than what your age suggests. You are always able to look at the bigger picture of things and I do take your views and comments seriously. I would definitely be missing your sound and laughter whenever I stepped into the office.
Buying kopi o for each other in the morning, having fun in the office when we are stressed out from the endless work we need to clear, going off in my trusty van to pack lunch for the gang, going to my site together in the van singing along to my lame songs, going for pool games after work, drinking on Friday night, mahjong and the list just goes on.
You had become a major part in my life. Silently you had taken a huge place in the heart of my mother and me. She had treated you like her own and the same goes to me. I meant it whenever I pull you over to my side, shouting out "We are brothers!!". Part of me seems to have die on the same day you met with that tragic accident. I am really ruing myself of asking you to pack lunch back for me. If only you had came back straight to the office. But then, being the nice guy like you, you would have packed it for me. For you know best that I can't work without food and our favorite Kopi O.
I am really sad to see you go. To be honest, the last time I am feeling this shitty and helpless was when my Grandpa left me. Helpless that there was nothing I could have done to save you. I felt so useless. A feeling I thought I would never had.
I am trying my best not to cry. For I know you would never have wanted those you care for to be sad. The way you spoke to your fiance makes me know that you would be a great husband in the future. The way you share your dreams with me makes me know that you had everything planned out. Buying a house so that your parents can come over in the future, providing for your loved ones and being successful in doing up HDL.
The only thing I can do now for you now is to take care of your wake for you. Providing a shoulder of strength for your fiance and parents and ensuring that justice be brought to you.
单小弟，永别了！！！ 我会永远记得有过你这一位兄弟。永远思念你的"叔叔"。
天空海阔是无尽美梦
可惜只得一个破天空
寻求人间仅有的希望
骤觉得到了又已失去了
不懂欢笑像留下缺陷
哥哥可否知道我的心
常常埋怨彷似不长大
是您给予我留我一点真
默默悼念默默愤怒埋怨
一生充满了斗志永不倦怎可终止
他的生命是真理 oh......
他的生命没扭转
但愿在您的远方
可听得到我这歌
常欠缺了您在旁
陪伴上路多麽不安
但愿用这一阙歌
来冲洗心中我苦楚
来叫喊我对您未忘
含泪说声祝您愉快
看天空可变改
(P.S: Anyone out there who had seen or know someone who had seen the accident, kindly let me know. A guy who is about to embark on a new life with his fiance do not deserve such an ending. I am not wishing hell for the driver who had caused it. I just want to be sure that justice is delivered out to the deserving.)
You can take a picture of something you see. In the future where will I be?
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