Wednesday, March 01, 2006
It is not often that the whole family is unemployed but this is what that is happening in my family. Both my mum and I had joined the legion of unemployed personel in S'pore. Not that I mind that she is unemployed. To be honest, her previous job is taking a huge toll on her and it is a relief to me that she is finally retrenched. She is a typical rat. Will always hang in there no matter how bad things are. Are all people under the horoscope of Rat like that? I am luckier than her as I will be starting on my new work on Mon. I will be working under Stanley and I am looking forward to this new challenge. It will be quite different from what I am doing now or what I had done before. I am confident that I can do well in it.
The decision to leave ISG is a painful one. One that I would never want to go through ever again in my life. I had spent numerous sleepless nights pondering over it. My boss, David was kind and patient to me. He could have just given me the boot when my result is going down and I being totally off in my work. To his credit, he took time off to talk to me. Gave me advice and also made an attractive offer to me. I would have taken it without any doubt if not for the immediate financial needs of my family. There is still so much that I can learn from him. The working enviroment there was simply amazing. My colleagues were great. THEY will be the ones that i will be missing the most. A group of young people striving hard for their dreams. Comrades whom I know I can depend on in time of need. This is the spirit we had in ISG. I love u guys. Finding it strange that I am typing this but my eyes are getting a bit teary when I realize that I won't be around for you guys whenever you guys (Should be gals as most of my comrades are gals) need me. All the best!! I am confident that you gals will do great.
To my Dear Xiaomei, Melinda: Must be more focused. Doing things that you don't like(Cold calling)and yet good at will help you reach your monthly goal. I have absolute confidence that you can do it. Never once had I doubted you. Must be good and listen to Coleen. My help is just a phonecall away.
To my buddy Sue: Sorry for not sticking around for the ride. The road to success might be long but I am sure you will reach there in due time. Though you are younger than me(not in looks k??? :P), you had always given me good advice. For that, I am really grateful. This verse go out to you. "The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The LORD is the stronghold of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?"
To Vincent: Thank you for your advice and help. Sorry if I had disappoint you in anyway. I am really sorry for all the shit I had brought to you.
To Alson: Thanks for bringing me to ISG. It was worth the ride. All the best to your new tentureship as team leader. I am sure you will do well.
To Charisse, My mahjong kaki cum hair stylist: I will be missing your sunny smile and sarcasm. No matter what, you still must join me for mahjong and also jio me out for sports activities k?
To Coleen: All the best to you for you deserve nothing but the best. The sky is the limit for you. Trust me when I say that you can reach the stars if you want to. You are already as smart and even maybe smarter than me. :)
To be honest, I am someone who hate making changes. Though I know that change is a constant.It just make me feel so uneasy. Decision making. Seems like I am like someone though I had always denied it in front of her. I hate making decision. But making decision would help you in your personal development. All mature people need to make decision. You don't see kids making decision. Their parents will do it for them. But for people who are mature or maturing, you will need to make them whether you like it or not. Will update you guys once I start my new job. Wish me all the best!! :)
Baby不要再哭泣 这一幕多么熟悉
紧握着你的手彼此都舍不得分离
每一次想开口 但不如保持安静
给我一分钟专心好好欣赏你的美
幸福搭配悲伤 同时在我心交叉
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
付出的爱收不回 还欠你的我不能给
别把我心也带走去跟随
每一次和你分开 深深地被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔 痛苦难以释怀
每一次和你分开 每一次Kiss You Goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白
幸福搭配悲芊 同时在我心交叉
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
付出的爱收不回 但欠你的我不能给
我才明白爱最真实的滋味
You can take a picture of something you see. In the future where will I be?
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