Saturday, October 01, 2005
There could have never been a better time to post than now. The settings are right, the emotions are there and the timing is simply perfect. This current post that you are reading was actually written on a book due to my spoilt PC. How I wish I can have a PC now. It could be my best friend or should I say soul mate.
Speaking of this. Just what are the ingredients you need to find a soul mate? Someone who u like and who you can speak to. Someone who can stimulate life into you. Is there any way to find out? Or we would have to walk and fall to find out the answer? Is there a painless way to know more about this? What hurt are not the falls and tumbles. It is the scar that is imprinted on you and your heart. This hurts. Hurt of the highest degree. Various forms of medications are available due to the advance in medical science. I would gladly exchange all that for a medication which can heal the shallowness and hurt that I am feeling right now.
But hey, at least I am glad that I got this buggy issue out of my heart. I was telling how I really felt to someone for once. Though the results were nothing to crow about, at least I had tried. Friend. I am beginning to love this word more and more. Seems like I am just too damn good at collecting them.
Please ignore this after reading. Don't bother asking me what had happened or who am I talking about. This was simply written in a fit of emotion. Just like what I had done in this case. A classic case of letting your heart overuling your mind.
I must be more rational than emotional. Decisions should always be made based on rationale rather than emotions. Most of the decision made this way will go through. Even if it doesn't, you wouldn't feel that hurt cause no heart was placed into it.
Life is about love and passion. And what could be worse than the total agony of being in love?
You can take a picture of something you see. In the future where will I be?
3:13 PM
3:13 PM
