Sunday, May 08, 2005
Well, a week had past by like a blink of the eye. For all those friends who had been asking if I had a new gf, the answer is no. I don't know how these rumours started but no. I am more interested in my work now than to get involve with a new girl. I had enough shit from the last one I had. To round things up, I am an idiot at handling ladies. Used to and still is one.
Things are looking up at work. Getting busier and busier which is what I like. Hope to be able to close some sales though. My boss won't want me around if I can't sell anything after 2 months. LGM will have it first meeting on Wed. A lot of things have to be tie down. We been resting for near to 2 months. Hope to get things running. As for the pushcart, I think it will have to be KIV for the time being. Only Guowei and me seems interested in getting it started which is kinda sad as we are the 2 with less capital. Well, quite sure that things will get sort out soon.
Today is Mother Day. Feel kinda bad that I didn't have a gift for my beloved mum. Wanted to give her a handbag but couldn't get anyone to go choose it with me. Wanted to give her a hong bao but the amount that I can afford to pack for her is pathetic. Here is a lady who had went through 25 years of shit for me and yet I can't get her a small gift. I am beginning to look down on myself. I think I should be packing some of her favourite vegetarian food later. She is on a vegetarian meal till the middle of the month.
My Mum is a superwoman in my eyes. Bringing up a hyper active, stubborn and moody kid single handely and also having to take care of her father who is even more stubborn than her child. Throw in a husband whose hobby is gambling the day away and giving loansharks a chance to trouble the family. She had never had an easy day ever since I was born( See how suay I am ;) ). How I wish I can have the ability to let her rest and do the stuff that she had been dreaming of. Such as doing volunteer work, visiting the temples more frequently, going KTV to sing the day away, travelling etc. She had stopped all these dreams because of me. I think it would be selfish of me if she had to continue doing so for more years to come. She deserve better in life. With the amount of hardwork she had put in life, she definitely deserves more. Am quite sure she will never see this( my mum only understand A-F and some basic greeting that I had taught her ), Mum I Love You. If there was really a god up above, I would like to thank him for giving me the best gift since I was born. That gift is having you as my mum. You are the best thing that had happened to me for the past 25 years. Seeing you sleep for less than 8 hrs everyday, cooking food for a son who is so damn picky, ironing my clothes without complaining, giving me the best you can afford ever since I was young and giving me the trust that I will do what I deem right in life. Mum, I love you, I really do.
You can take a picture of something you see. In the future where will I be?
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