Thursday, April 14, 2005
I am damn tired now and all I want is to have a good night rest. But whenever I shut my eyes, my mind will be so awake. Thinking of her. Thinking of how I can made up to her and how I can ask her out?? The more I don't want to think of her, the more I think of her. I am getting tired of all this. Why must one mind wander? Can't we just let nature run its course? Why can't my mind think of other things instead of her??
she's always on my mind,
from the time i wake up
'till i close my eyes
she's everywhere i go
she's all i know
though she's so far away
it's just keeps getting stronger
every day
and even now she's gone
i'm still holding on
so tell me where do i start
'cause it's breaking my heart
don't wanna let her go
maybe my love will come back some day
only heaven knows
and maybe our hearts will find their way
only heaven knows
and all i can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows
my friends keep telling me
that if you really love her
you've gotta set her free
and if she returns in kind
i'll know she's mine
so tell me where do i start
'cause it's breaking my heart
don't wanna let her go
why i live in despair
'cause wide awake or dreaming
i know she's never there
and all these time i act so brave
i'm shaking inside
why does it hurt me so...
You can take a picture of something you see. In the future where will I be?
2:41 AM
2:41 AM
