Tuesday, April 19, 2005
Clean up any loose ends. That goes double in regards to relationships.
Just saw this on my friendster horoscope. In case you guys don’t know, I am quite a sucker for horoscope. I am what you will call a typical cancerian. I am sentimental, emotional and like to hide behind a false front. Maybe that’s the reason why I like to blog. I mean here I am behind my laptop and I can just type out whatever that comes to my mind. I doubt I can do that in front of people. I am shy at times (Yes, I am. Stop laughing) and I had always found writing a better way for me to vent off any anger or emotions that I had in me.
That’s why I like reading, writing and listening to music. Oneself can do all this. No need to seek help from others. No need to let people know that I am feeling down. I got to admit that I am one who tends to run away from my troubles. Just like how a crab would bury itself in a hole whenever it sense trouble. My home is like a safe haven for me.
How I wish I could have the courage to clear up this loose ends that I had created. But so far all I had done was just run and hide. I am not like that when it comes to work. Total contrast. In work, I want to deal with the problem as soon as possible before it escalates to something serious. Well, at least it is not that serious yet. I think. A friend of mine told me that it is nice to know that someone is missing you even after all this years. Well, I am not sure how she will feel. Maybe she will feel this way or maybe she will feel that I am just like a pest who refuses to die and go away.
I prefer to let things run naturally. Like all cancerians, I am not that good in expressing how I feel. I doubt I can say anything in front of her. I will be speechless. Or should my friends say, gutless. :)
Sorry if I am bothering you guys with all my whining. It is kind of boring, I think, for you guys to read through all this. Anyway, I am still hoping to go on holiday during the upcoming long weekend. Do let me know if you guys have any plans. The keyword here is Budget. I am a poor man seeking a good vacation. ;)
You can take a picture of something you see. In the future where will I be?
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