Saturday, April 09, 2005
Another 失眠 night for me. Well, I was kinda sleepy earlier in the night. But after coming back from a Super supper with Hongsheng, I am too full to sleep. To be honest, I am not sure if it was a matter of me being too full or thinking too much. I had a Prata Tissue, Maggi Goreng and 2 cups of Teh Tarik from Simpang Bedok. For those who don't know, I am a sucker for Indian Muslim Food. As in their Pratas, Mee Goreng and Teh Tarik.
One of the things that are in my head now is definitely her. I know I may sounds like a broken record but I was unsuccessful in my earlier bid in getting her out for dinner. Seems like she is really busy with her work. Well, I am quite sure I will be busy with work come Mon. I am currently planning to run a Push Cart selling KeyChains and accessories with some of my friends. Been doing some research and quite confident that we can pull it through if we work hard together. If everything goes according to plan, we should start off in June. Kenn will be finishing his exams in May. After that, it will be a busy period for LGM. LGM had been kinda lull recently but I am sure we will be back with a bang. For those who don't know what I am saying, visit www.lookingglassmodels.com. Yes, I am the Talent Manager for Looking Glass Models. We will be 1 come this August. We might not have done too well but not that bad either. I am confident that LGM is moving in the right direction. We are here to stay. ;)
Never really told a lot of people about LGM. Don't like the idea of my manager knowing that I have a sideline. Also with the stigma that come along with my line of work, just don't feel like letting so many people know about it. Anyway, it is not as glamorous as people think. Even a simple thing as a portfoilo shoot will take up at least half a day and if it is a outdoor shoot, we are at the mercy of the heaven. Some models are also quite diva and it is not that easy to communicate with them. The worst part is that some of the so called divas are not that pretty in the first place. Talk about anger management. I think I had been quite good in it thus far.
I will be having a soccer game in less than 6 hours from now. I think I will go for it( if it don't rain. The last 2 games were a washout ). I will then go out for a walk. I must tire myself so that I can get used to the clock of sleeping at 12 midnight latest and waking up at 7.30 a.m. I can't afford to be late on the first day or work. I had been sleeping less than 6 hours for the past few days. But still my mind is wide awake. Your mind will really tend to run wild when you are alone. Damn. I must get a dog once my pay come in. I am a bit sick and tired of being all alone at night. I am sick of being alone. I got to admit it. Loneliness is just like cancer. It will spread to other aspects of your life. Nowadays, I hardly ask my friends out. Prefering just to stay at home watching movies that I have downloaded or just surfing the net. My PC is just like my wife now. God knows what I will do should anything happens to it.
你哭着对我说, 童话里都是骗人的, 我不可能是你的王子. 也许你不会懂, 从你说爱我以后 我的天空星星都亮. 我愿变成童话里, 你爱的那个天使, 张开双手, 变成翅膀守护你. 你要相信, 相信我们会像童话故事里, 幸福和快乐是结局.
You can take a picture of something you see. In the future where will I be?
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