Tuesday, March 15, 2005
Well well. So many things have changed ever since I last visited my friendster list. U might be wondering why am I still blogging at this unholy hour( Which I always does ). I had just finished sending out my resumes for the day(I started late) and was looking for something to unwind myself after a hard day of sending resume. Trust me. It is tiring to do the same old thing for about 30+ times per day.;) I decided to pay the friendly friendster a visit. It was the place that enable me to get the no of my crush and also to know that my ex gf might still be single (talk about that later). And guess what? I found out that my crush is already in a relationship. No sour grapes here but I am glad for her. She is a nice lady and it was a surprise she managed to stay single for so long. I visited a lot of my friends info and found out that most of them are attached now. Even Yupei, who is one of my closest female friend is "Married". Good for her. I always believe that she deserves someone good by her side.
I immediately have a thought popping out in my mind. I been catching the chinese drama on TCS 8(the only local production that I watched this year) and one of the phrase the dad in the show like to say goes like this; " The one who will be with you might not be your ideal lover. But if he is sincere to you and managed to touch your heart for that one moment, do think it over"
Am I still single because I have too high of a standard of what I want? I really don't know. I mean love to me is when time and fate bring two people who have the same goal in life together. Some of my friends do say that I should try to lower my so called standard and give myself a chance. I really don't know how to reply to all this. I mean I am sure everyone is looking for that perfect love but what if she never come at all? Must I force myself to compromise and stick to someone I might not really like but because she had done things for me that touched my heart? Or am I still waiting for that someone who had left me long ago and might not ever be back to fill up that gap in my heart. If the answer is yes, I really hope to be able to fill it up soon. Seeing so many of my friends being in a relationship have make me more determined to find my "Perfect Love". I am so envy of them. I always feel that it is great to have someone special by your side doing those things that you like together. My friends might be thinking that I am implying sex here but NO!! ;) I really hope that their relationship can be long lasting and the one beside them now is what they will deem as The Perfect Love.
Hitch is one of the movies that I had waited since the beginning of the year. I am very sure that I will find the tips in the movies very useful to me. I am more than willing to brand myself as an idiot in my dating life(never succeed in more than 3 dates with the same gal ever since I broke up with my ex ). But the problem is no female being that I know had not seen the show. I asked close to everyone that I knew and the reply was all like; " It is a great show. U must watch it!!" Of course I know it is a great show but show like this, if you watch it with a guy, they might think that we are gay. Watch it with a bunch of guys and you might reflect on why the heck you can't even get a single female soul to watch it with you. So to all my female readers who had not catch the show yet, please let me know if you wanna watch it together. I know I might sound desperate but I really hate the thought of waiting for abt 3 months before I can download the DVD version of the film from ARES. Shitty kind of feeling. ;P Hope that IDA won't see this. Nitezzz... ZZzzzzzzz
You can take a picture of something you see. In the future where will I be?
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