Sunday, February 27, 2005
Ya here I am again. Blogging at this unholy hour. Well being at home the whole day might cause your brains to be out of sorts. Not being able to sleep at night and not wanting to wake up in the morning. Come to think of it, I have been like that for the whole of the week. Seems like being "unemployed" is so boring. Nothing to look forward to in the morning and nothing for you to look forward to after your work. Plus the fact that you are single kinda makes it worse. I am not lamenting the fact that I am single. I am lamenting the fact that I seems to have run of activities to do with my friends and in life. I feel like going on a backpack trip. The sad fact is that I can't even afford to go JB, what's more backpacking. I feel like doing volunteer work but it feels ironic when I can't even find a job for myself. What's more help people doing work. The things that I have been doing too much. Watching soccer(betting on it and losing :'( ), playing warcraft(dreaming about how to pass the stage), talking cock with my gang when we hang out(which is like everyday), eating and sleeping(which is making me look like a pig now)
Let's see. How can I or maybe we find happiness? This post is kinda ironic cause I had just donated $14 to Singapore Pools. plus the fact that I got a letter from our Traffic Police reminding me that I owe them a sum of $20 only makes it worse. I know $34 is not much to some of you here but to an "unemployed" man, it is. Had a chat just now with a friend of mine(Ex Crush). Amazing that she was the one giving me advice. I mean she is way younger than me. I guess this means that maturity doesn't come with age.
Happiness for me now I think is to get a stable income, do something meaningful with it and be a good adviser to my clients even though I am not a full time adviser. And for my friends who know about it, to make Looking Glass Models a success. I am quite sure that Looking Glass is on the right track. We just need a few breaks and I am sure we will be on our way to the top. ;)
You can take a picture of something you see. In the future where will I be?
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