Tuesday, November 16, 2004
Had a really ousy week last week. The worst thing that can ever happen to Tottenham Hotspurs had finally happened. We lost to the French team in EPL which go by the name of Arse-nal or known fondly as the Gooners. It was a freak match. Henry should have never score the equalizer just before half time and the ref was too lenient towards them. Spurs played them off the park in the first half and to lose due to mistakes from Spurs and the stupid referee who might be a Arse-nal fan in disguise really hurts. We could have draw. But to lose is unacceptable.
Anyway, I was working at the roadshow at SengKang for the past few days. Found out that there are quite a number of S'poreans with hearing disability out there. I mean even if I am in a very foul mood and some kid come over to me to sell me some tickets for charity or whatever shit, I would have at least politely say no. Not just pretend not to hear them, look blankly in front and walk as if nobody is talking to you. It is plain rude. I mean you might have felt piss cause you were fucked at work or by ur bf or ur gf or ur wife. What I am trying to express is that no matter what kind of shit had happened to you, it is is basic courtesy to just say no and walk off. God bless their poor souls. They may be rich in materially but poor spiritually.
Talking about the charity tickets, I had been wondering just how much do those kids earn from selling a ticket? The ticket is not cheap to begin with. I had seen prices from $2 to even $5. I mean I am a firm believer in doing charity but I just kinda wonder how much actually goes to the charity organisation? I mean the poor kid will definitely not work for free cause kids nowadays drink at Coffee Bean like it was just a visit to the coffeeshop. The company can't possibly be doing this for free cause they have bills to pay and not to mention $$ to made. I mean if I was to doanate, I would like it to be to the organisation itself. Not maybe just 30% of my contribution. Correct me if I am wrong but doesn't it make your day when you know that you had make a difference in somebody life? I always like the enjoyment I get from helping people rather than being helped by people. In chinese saying, it is: Shi Bi Shou Gen You Fu. Not sure my hanyu pinyin is right though. Too bad she is not online or she can check for me. But then again, she is hardly online nowadays. :(
I maybe meeting a prospect of mine tomorrow. I am using the word might cause she had been giving me airplanes for two weeks now. Airplane in Christopher Sim Languague means not turning up for an appointment even after agreeing to it. It is kinda sad and demoralising when people think that your time is worthless and their time is precious. I mean the least she could have done is to answer my phone nicely and reject me if she had no interest in meeting up at all. I mean don't always light up my day with hope only to diminish it with rain soon. Kinda like how I am feeling towards her. Damn, even at this late hour I am still thinking about her. I think I will need ICU help soon.
2004 just hadn't been a good year for me. Soon, it will be 1 full year since I came out from army. Do in have any accomplishment that I can be proud of? To be honest, no. It could have been a yes but something terrible screwed me up. It feel helpless when you have done your best but things just don't turn out to be what you want due to external circumstances. Anyway, anyone wanna rent a room in Bedok? It is opp the famous Blk 85 hawker centre. Utility room goes at $200 and my room which is one of the main room will goes for $350 a month. Need the $ as I hadn't been able to pay rent to my mum. Yes, don't be surprised. I need to pay rent too cause it is unfair to ask her pay for the flat herself. So if you or any of your friends are interested, do let me know. Let me save on the agent fees. My mum is a GREAT lady to live with. I am ok. No bad habits just like to work till late in the night. ;)
Well, got to go sleep. It is near to 3 a.m in the morning already. Times just fly so fast at night for me.
You can take a picture of something you see. In the future where will I be?
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