Tuesday, September 14, 2004
Here I am again. I mean it is hard to see me blog for 2 consecutive days but here I am. Anyway, I be going for a company camp on thurs. It is till fri and I doubt I will have the chance to update my blog anymore this week. Anyway, my Pc will be relocated soon back to my home. ;) I need it to do my work at home.
I am a guy who love Love Songs. I mean they are one of the best form of remedy when you are feeling sad or down. Music is so wonderful that it can translate through all languages. Just kinda bored now so will share with you guys some of my favourite love songs.
"But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.
And there's no way home, when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?"
I am sure you guys know the title of the above song. It is Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough. My two favourite phrase of lyrics.
"Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through
Into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine
But it's a problem I find
Living the life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You say the words that I can't say
I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way
I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
Every time I see you falling
I'll get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say"
Lyrics to the song Bizzare Love Triangle by Frente. Anyway, I chance upon this song when Jolin Tsai sang it on one of the Taiwan variety show. I love the tune and went to downloaded it immediately. Later found out that the lyrics are so power. Love this song. My favourite love song is still First Love. Though I still can't really undertstand the lyrics, the music and singing of Utada Hiraku just make u fall into the mood. Up to now, Utada is still my favourite Jpop artiste. Even got her best hits compilation. ;)
Went to Double O on sat for a birthday of my friend. Was quite piss at first cause I
waited for quite a long time before getting in. Somemore cover was $20 with no drinks.. I was thinking what the F***!! Turns out that the drinks inside was damn cheap. I am using the word damn cuase it really is. 1 Tequilla Shot costs only $3. Shiok man. I had 3 that night. Wanted more but no one to drink with me. :( Anyway, the music there is ok. They started with retro music(like it but it was a bit long) before going to Top 40s(my Fav). When they started playing Trance I decided to went home. Can't stand it. Anyway, it was a fun experience for me. My first time to Double O. ;)
Anyway, some of my colleagues might be reading this so this go out to them. I am not having a relationship with Joey. She is a nice gal and definitely my type of gal but at this stage we are just good friends. I am sure all of you know that she had just broken up with her bf. I am not the type to take advantage of her when she is emotionally weak. All I am doing now is just what I am sure all of her friends will do. Which is to show her concern and love when she needs it the most. She had it tough when it comes to relationship. She really need a break from all this stuff and I also don't like to be someone's Life Buoy. I am sure all of you know what this means. After a breakup, there will be a tendency for you to look for someone to comfort you and maybe even replace the hole in your heart so as to lessen the pain. But I know this is just a temporary measure. I am not a stop gap and I am sure I will not be one. I been one before and it hurts when she finally realized on what she wants. Anyway what she needs now the most is all our encouragement and help. We need to get her back on track and make her focus on something more meaningful instead of letting her drown in her sorrows. Something more meaningful. Like her work or hobbies like Outdoor activities. Keep her occupied. I don't know when she is going to recover but I am hell sure she will. She is a strong gal. What that don't breaks you makes you. After all this I really hope that you guys can give me a break. I may be slacking in my work but I still knows what I want in my career. I am getting my momentum back and I am sure U guys will see the change in me. ;)
Anyway, if anyone out there got any lobangs on cheap 2nd pc with monitor at about $200+, please let me know. Desperate for it.
You can take a picture of something you see. In the future where will I be?
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